So I finally did it, I finally kissed him!!

So if he didn't know before that I liked him , then he most definitely does now!

I was working at the pub yesterday, only a 2pm-8pm shift but my god, did it DRAG!!! And remember that guy, the one with the girlfriend?? He was trying it on for hours!! I'm like please, show some dignity, I slept with you once and I haven't gone back for seconds, what does that tell you? It's strange isn't it that someone who once had the ability to make you melt can also make you retch? So after the clock ticked painfully slow towards the end of mine and my mates shift, we decided to have a couple after work. It's not like we didn't deserve them, the owner had practically sat on his expanding arse for most of the day! It's routine now, me and my mate (let's call him JP) finish our shifts together, we have a couple, I usually leave before him, and that's it. Last night, for some unknown reason, call it woman's intuition, I had this overwhelming urge to stay until the end. The guy in question (I'm calling him blue eyes for obvious reasons) was on a beer bus with a group of people, celebrating this girl's birthday so they weren't even there!!

To be fair, I had a good night,another mate of mine BB came down, JP's mates and his sister so we all had the jute box blasting with premature songs of Christmas and downing shots (which I am really really suffering for today - believe me!). I had a brilliant laugh when JP's sister admitted to fancying the object of his affections but that's a whole other story lol!

It must have been about half past twelve when I heard a banging on the front doors which were now locked and I asked Shortie (my nickname for another mate I work with and who was on shift last night) who it was and guess what she said? It's the lads from the beer bus! Now I'm quite a level-headed person but I could have practically kissed her but I decided to do the next best thing. I ran, yes I actually ran to the doors and tried to get the doors open. Shortie runs after me and locks them a lot faster than I was unlocking them so I run (yep, still running) out of the exit doors. I start chatting to some of the lads and then blue eyes spots me from across the car park, comes over and drapes his arm across my shoulders. If I was in a Mills and Boon, I would have swooned!! We're chatting and the next thing I know, his lips are on mine. Score, what was I was thinking in my ridiculous mind! It's times like these, I'm glad that the whole telepathy thing hasn't kicked off! So trying to be a lady (and admittedly a bit sexy), I pull him by his clothes, to a quiet corner and proceed to snog his face off!

We spent the next couple of hours in the cold, talking and kissing, kissing and talking! But now I'm stuck. I've got him as a friend on Facebook (don't search for me, this is not my real name lol) but I can't message him, what would I even say? But if I don't talk to him before I'm back at work again, won't it make the whole situation awkward? The whole 'I wanna kiss you again' or depressingly the 'it was a one off' isn't something I want to experience in front of a whole bar full of people, some of whom are his close mates.

Aaaaahhhhhhh!!

Still, he kissed me first so that's something to be grateful for...:P